Honeybee*Hill

We are in Pennsylvania for a wedding. It’s okay. I really don’t travel well, so I don’t have much perspective. Aaron loves seeing his family, of course. And Sullivan is in heaven with everyone fawning over him and all these damn mountains to climb.

I’ve been better. Freyja got sick again right before we left town. It might have been something I ate, though I kept meticulous notes about what I ate the past week and I really thought we were in the clear. After her relapse we put her back on formula and she’s fine again. Aaron and I decided to just keep her on formula. I can’t deal with the roller coaster of trying to nurse her and making her sick and then stopping temporarily and then trying again. I’ve been pretty emotional about it. When I had a c-section, I thought to myself, “Well, at least I’ll be able to nurse her.”

That’s what my kids do. They ruin all my best laid plans!

I put my etsy shop on vacation because I got behind on sending orders out when Freyja was sick — and I had a paper and homework due. And Sullivan has been acting out like whoa. And I couldn’t deal with it all.

And I wonder if I’m going to be able to deal with it all once the fall semester starts. I really need to focus on schoolwork because I’m so so close to being done. So I guess I need to figure things out.

After the wedding, of course.